I really should be sleeping…


Feeling restless today. Haven’t been able to settled and sleep. I had a crazy night and that energy clings to me. Cloying to me in thick viscous gobs. I can smell it. Rank and sour. Something that speaks of the darkness that ever looms over me. I can feel him sliding his hands forward, bringing me into his embrace. I shrug him off and open my eyes. I cannot sleep. Not when he so desires to claim me. Once in that strange world of darkness and dreams, it becomes all that is real. I drift like a small leaf, unable to fight the current that moves me along. My eye lids get heavy; harder to stay awake now. I feel his arms settle around me. I am so tired. So afraid. I lean against him and sigh. I can no longer resist him. Again, I give myself over to him. I let him pull me down into the darkness as my eyes completely close. The world I know is gone, locked out by the thin shutters on my eyes. I let myself drift down. Weightless and light. Easily moving with the water.There is no ending of this. A forever cycle of life and death. The power of creation resting upon the bones of the dead. I look down at the small pile of bones and wonder what kind of creature it had once been.

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I am Myself I am a Wife Blessed with love I am a Mother Endowed with divinity Through the power of creation I am a Daughter Brought into this world With unending hope And the promise of the future I am a Sister Made fierce and strong While forged with kindness Protector and protected Spiraling together forever I am a Nurse Holding out the hands of healing And offering the sick comfort And the dying love Knowing that through this All things are healed and made whole I am a Writer Creating myself and world Sharing the inner depths of humanity Bringing together the divine And the humble mortal I tell the story of the Goddess And am remembered forever

Posted on July 22, 2011, in The Darkness..., The Pig's Life and tagged , , . Bookmark the permalink. Leave a comment.

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