Fuming.


I am so angry right now. I wish I could scream, but people are sleeping and it would only add to the stress and problems on my plate right now. I just got into a fight with a good friend of mine which caused him to bail on us, leaving my husband and I stuck here (he was our ride home). I just feel like I am in a catch 22 with him and I’m getting really tired of it. He does things that really piss me off and he knows they are pising me off, yet he keeps pushing me, knowing that I have a bad temper. Now this is not to say that I think anyone should be required to walk on egg shells around me, but at what point is the other person a little responsible for my getting upset when they keep pushing my buttons? I kept my mouth shut for 5 and 1/2 hours, then I finally blew up and I admit, I was a bitch about it at that point. But if I don’t say anything, he keeps pushing and I begin to feel like a door mat. A friendship is suppose to include regard for the other person’s feelings. I understood he was tired and feeling cranky, but that doesn’t give him the right to be a dick. So, there’s the catch 22. Do I respect his feelings and let him be a dick while I continue to feel like a door mat? Or doΒ I say something or walk away from the situation and get labelled a bitch? I don’t see a win with him when he gets like that. To top it off, he was suppose to be our ride home. He got pissy and took off, leaving us here. I think that pisses me off more then anything else he did tonight. I feel he broke trust. When you tell someone you’re going to do something and they are counting on you doing it, you do it. That’s what being friends is about. It shouldn’t matter that we had a fight. He should still have given us a ride home. And you know, I wouldn’t be half as pissed if he had at least given Eric a ride home. Eric had nothing to do with our fight and it was completely unfair to leave him stranded. So, Eric got all pissy with me because we were stranded here. I asked him what I was suppose to do and his answer was that I should have kept my mouth shut and let it go. So, I’m not suppose to get upset and if I do, I’m not suppose to show it. I am suppose to be the door mat. *sigh*

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