We borrowed money from my parents to get the car fixed, but I’m still worried about things coming together. We have so many bills and then there’s the problem of getting the car insured and inspected. We move out in less then a week and I’m not sure if we’ll have a car by then or not. May be my parents will let us use the cavalier for a while, until we get things settled with the car. I think that Eric and I need to go to one of those credit helping people. We’re being overwhelmed by our bills that’s all there is to it. We don’t have enough money. And I can’t go to school and work (other then my work study). I wouldn’t have time to study for anything. This is going to get crazy for a while. I really don’t want to ask SueAnn and Jason for help, because they already give us enough shit as it is. I really think that jumping into ROTC and getting into the military is our best bet of surviving any of this crazy shit. But until then we really need to get some help from some one who can get our bills squished down. Eric seems to be as worried about all this as I am and its not like him to worry about things, so I know that things are getting bad. Sigh. I just keep praying, hoping that god will help us out of all this. I really don’t know how we can do it but I just have to believe that its all going to work out or I’ll go crazy… Well, I think I need to take over a few things. I keep telling Eric that I want to know what’s going on with our money and he says “ok”, but nothing changes and I still have no clue what’s going on or why he’s sweating so hard. So, I think that I need to have him gather up all his bills and then get him to call one of those credit helpers. I’ll get the phone numbers off TV and hopefully he’ll call. If not, I’ll nag him to get the bills together until he does, then I’ll call them myself. We’re sinking fast and I don’t feel like drowning quite yet. God help us.